My Journey so far.....
I was cleaning out my files on my laptop yesterday and came across the dreaded "before" picture. It was a good thing though, I can really see how far I have come in six months. The changes are very noticable.
I am now six weeks out form my very first competition and must say it has been an amazing journey so far. To have made those changes I have been commited to my goals and have not lost the drive to succeed. I have never missed a day at the gym, and when I did go in to train, I would give my 100% everytime, I have no regrets there.
I have been training on my own since moving to the Gold Coast late last year. I guess this has been the best thing for me. I have no distraction whilst training and take it at "my" pace which is obviously a good pace for me.
The last few weeks has been an eye opener to the competitive industry. It is not all roses, but it is a very competitive industry and is part of the game. However, I will not let anyone try to discourage me, in fact if anything it will push me even harder!
With six weeks remaining I think (not sure being new to all this) that im tracking ok. I am approx 166cm and my weight is a little under 54kgs now. I am now more then ever needing to get through the last few weeks with the greatest determination ever.
I am feeling very much alone in this right now and if that is the challenge that is meant for me, then so be it.
I can't expect to much from my wonderful hubby because this sport is alien to him which is fair enough as its my dream not his.
The gym is the LAST place I will find genuine support right now. And being fairly new up here I haven't made really close friends as yet.
I have to say though that I have found support here in blogland. Some of you have helped me in ways you would never imagine. Without you guys I would have noone left.
Sorry if today's post sounds a bit down. I am feeling a little down right now but I just need to get on with it.
To me I need to compete on October the 7th 2006. Firstly for me, its my dream, but I also want to do this for my Father, he is just so proud of me already, but their will be nothing like sending him pictures of me from the actual day. Unfortunately he wont be able to make it up here to watch me.
It's sometimes nice just to get thing off one's chest every once and a while, I am thankful I have a place I can come and do it.
WOOO HOOOOO!!!!!Look at you girl :) Deb you are amazing and how come so far and you should know you are not alone...Im sure I can speak for all bloggers and we are all here for you!
As you know I am also moving to QLD and hope I can meet with you some day!
*big proud hugs for you*
Jane xo
p.s.Im also grateful that you have posted your pics!gives me motivation and drive to train hard and eat well..
Posted by
Janew |
12:10 PM
Deb,
I *understand* your pain - moving is the hardest thing in the world, isn't it. I have gone days here without having a chat to anyone, so I can really relate to what you are going through.
I know I've already told you, but what an amazing transformation (as Mark Holden would say "that is my friend, A TOUCHDOWN!).
Choosing to compete teaches you so much about yourself, about reserves you never knew you had! I am so grateful that I have the opportunity to compete again and that I have met so many wonderful and like minded people in the process.
I know the last few weeks seem daunting, but you will do exactly the same as what you have been doing - when I was two weeks out, my husband flooded our house and we had to move out and live in a hotel (it's what doesn't kill you that makes you stronger ;) )!
You will be fine :)
Hugs
Liz N
(phew, that was an essay!)
Posted by
LizN |
12:11 PM
Thanks Jane and Liz :-)
I know I will work my way through this, having support like this is second to none!!
Posted by
Splice |
12:14 PM
Deb u look absolutely awesome! It makes me go all mushy inside seeing how far u have come as i have read all about your highs and lows and struggles and u have truly kicked it's ass! Am SO happy for you and wish u the best of luck in your comp!
Posted by
Kaddy |
2:48 PM
Kaddy, thank you :-)
I guess looking at the pictures side-byside like that still shocks me too lol.
Posted by
Splice |
2:53 PM
Just by looking at those pics shows me how hard you have worked over the last 6 months. And if being a figure competitor was easy, then everyone would be doing it! You can walk on stage confident that you have put everything you have into your comp prep. The next few weeks are gonna be the hardest for sure, but you can do it. Remember - you can call or email me at ANY TIME you like.
I got my new weights program on Sunday and asked JD if he was actually trying to kill me! LOL.
I havent told anyone at my gym directly that I am competing, but I think a few of them have figured out what's going on. Meh let them wonder hey?!
xo
Posted by
Bug's Mumma |
3:22 PM
Noice, noice, noice Deb, I was thinking when I seen those lovely long legs of yours that you must be about 175cm tall, but to hear that you are only 166cm, is well & truely a compliment to you with how lean you are looking.
Not long now till comp time, I am on the countdown as well, no excuses for not coming this time, have been organising the weekend off work, and it is also my hubbies last weekend in brissy so will have to come down & pick him up anyway.
Ooooohhhh soooo exciting!!!
Looking good!!
Posted by
Tracey |
4:10 PM
Ow Deb look at those pics!!! What awesome changes in only 5 months. You must be so very proud of yourself,
HANG IN THERE GIRL because you’re sure to just be AWESOME ON THE DAY. You are now!!
You will blow your dad away!!!
Ali xxxx
Posted by
Ali |
7:20 PM
I can't seem to view your photo but I know how far you have come in 6 months...you have done a fantastic job, one you should be very proud of, all your efforts have paid off. You have a wonderful heart deb and truly are a beautiful person inside and out. I have loved following your journey and am so happy you are living a dream.
I hope you start feeling a bit better soon, you have been pretty positive lately so I'd imagine you would have to go through some downers too, as you said you have fears for a reasons and true living is facing your fears not running from them.
Love your new blog too.
Take care.
Posted by
Jodi |
10:20 AM
Oh poor lovey! U look amazing and u should be very proud of yourself! U have everyone here in blog land supporting u all the way! It must be hard not to have close friends where u r living! Keep it up and shine! U will look amazing!
Love Sandra xxxx
Posted by
Raw Food Girl |
11:11 AM
WOW! WOW! WOW! I am gobsmacked! You look sensational. I can't agree more with all the lovely comments posted by everyone else. You're going to look FAB!!!!
See you soon!
Maraina
xxx
Posted by
Maraina |
4:24 PM
HOT, HOT HOT!!!! You are right on track Deb and I love the "back" shopt of you too on the PE site. Can't wait to see the journey come together and see you on stage :) You should be so proud of yourself!
Posted by
Rachel |
4:22 PM
Thanks Rach!
You have been so very supportive. I can only imagine that you were going through the same thing last year.
Posted by
Splice |
4:26 PM
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