Busy Girl
Sorry I haven't been blogging much lately, and I know this by the emails I have been getting lol. Thank you for keeping in touch with me!
I am now over the flu which is great, but my little guy came down with it on Sunday. The good news is that he is now better too.
I have been feeling the pressure of this contest in October also. So much so that im getting cold feet. I feel that I dont have enough time to get it all together on time. My major concerns right now are the posing and dieting. But many other outside factors come into it too which I wont go into right now.
Lia has been so supportive and I thank you so much for your encouraging emails. They really do help, more then you know. Between Lia and Josh it seems I cannot simply walk away from this or delay it, compete next year instead. Not according to these guys lol, it has to be October this year.
My decision is not to make a decision (typical Libran), I will still work towards it but at this stage I really can't be sure if I will compete. This has already taken some pressure of me and I feel better for it.
One day at time is all I need to focus on right now :-)
Glad to see you are still with us. It really is a day by day process, much the same as losing 35kg was for me. If you look at the end result, it just becomes too huge to even contemplate. Breaking it down into small chunks really helps. I keep flip flopping myself, especially with the lack of equipment here, so getting on stage again, given the fight I've had with my training will be all the more bittersweet :)
Hugs
Liz ;)
Posted by
LizN |
4:58 PM
Oh Deb that is no good you and your son have not been well - you were always asking me about my little girl when she was sick and I really appreciated that - hope you guys are fully recovered soon...nothing worse than your little one being sick and then being sick yourself and your trying as hard as you can to make your little one feel comfortable whilst your feeling miserable.....
Thank you soooooooooo much for your kind words on my blog.....I still feel like deleting the post but maybe I will leave it...don't know but you made me feel like a human by leaving your kind words.
I know you have what it takes to compete this year.....you are probably a little down on yourself but ultimately it is up to you......personally I think you should do it....I can not imagine the courage and strength it takes to walk up on that stage but I know you can do it.....believe in yourself deb, we all think you are a champion whether you chose to comp this year or not....I am still loving that pic of your hammies!!!! I am jealous :-)
Glad to see your back though and have posted about what has been happening. We are all here for you!
And yes, Lia is an angel I am sure of it!!! She has been giving me alot of support and encouragement too - she is an absolute angel....
Posted by
Jodi |
6:13 PM
Sounds like a good decision Deb.
Just remember that you dont have to do it all at once. Step by step will get you there just as easily. Stop focusing on that day in 4 months time and just focus on the day at hand. Then when you get to that point down the track - you will surprise yourself at how easy it was.
Says I - I wish I could follow my own advice.
Andjxx
Posted by
Andrea |
7:48 PM
One day at a time, sounds great to me!!
Glad both you and your son are better.
I would imagine you would put a hell of a lot of pressure on yourself, but I'm sure if JD and Lia didn't think you could do this they would be the first to tell you so :) hang in there Deb, I have a feeling you will be great up there on stage.
I for one will be cheering you on from afar!!
Ali xxx
Posted by
Ali |
11:06 AM
I am sooo with on you the pressures!! I am feeling the same with my training at the moment.
Chin up hun, you know when it comes down to it that you can do it and will do it all in your own good time ;)
Keep up the work hun!
Em:)
Posted by
Em |
11:12 AM
It would be absolutely wonderful for you to compete this year. I will be making an extra effort to come & support "Team Splice" in October!!
Posted by
Tracey |
2:29 PM
Hi there!!
I know exactly how you feel..I have been going through my own problems and you just want them to go away so you can focus on competing and following through with your passion!
I feel your annoyance if that is any consellation!
I hope you do compete...you are hungry for it and will never be satisfied until you have experienced it!
Luv Dan
Posted by
Daniela Anicic |
9:47 PM
Hey chicky!
Hope it is all going good for you this week!
Andjxx
Posted by
Andrea |
5:27 PM
Deb can do this, I know she can. The thing is though SHE has to believe in it.
How are you travelling along this week, are things looking up?
Thinking of you sweet. :o)
Lia xx
Posted by
Anonymous |
1:25 PM
Hey Deb - I think you are so incredibly strong and inspiring to be on this journey of yours, regardless of whether you compete or not. I can just imagine the kind of pressure you must be feeling, one day at a time definetely sounds like a good plan!
Stay strong!
Hilary xx
Posted by
Miss Positive |
8:04 PM
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